Dec 7, 2005
3:10 PM
for the last couple of years ive flet this way
every year it gets to be the first week of december and i hear ppl saying happy holidays and have a nice christmas, and i cant believe its already christmas time, it doesnt feel like it, it doesnt feel like anything except a cloudy rainy day that i have to go to work then come home and think of what i have to do lets see...
we have to pay rent, phone bill, electricity, cable, rent a center, rons tool trucks, my 4 maxed out credit card, the car we are still paying off, revenue recovery from sacramento county, oh and there are the little things like food so that we dont starve, and clean clothes so i dont look like white trash at work, and we have animals to feed, i mean we cant starve the cat.
and on top of all these wonderful bills and debt, were all supposed to be happy and put on a fake smile and go out and spend more money?
u know what i really want to do, stay home and get in my warm bed and cry myself to sleep and stay there for like 4 days, and mabye it would all be gone when i woke up.
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