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Aug 8, 2005
10:37 AM

not like it really fuckin matters... not like anyones reading this... im just not anymore.. nothing is ... nothing i used to know used to cherish... nothings the same... but then again its not like any of it matters... i wonder if it ever did... did it?... do any of u know... your the one with that answer... would it matter if things were different ... if i wasnt to hollow... if i acted like i had a care in the world... if i acted as if i cared weither i live or die... if i had a goal or was going somewhere ... ?... would that change anything... would it make a fuckin bit of difference?...

                                                         is it worth faking everything?...