Sep 21, 2007
7:40 PM
Well since my point isn't getting across I guess its all pointless. Because its all bullshit that comes out of my mouth right? I am always wrong, and you are always right.
I can't believe you are really mad at me for missing you. I was packing when I started our conversation online, then you signed off and ditched me, so I guess you didnt' want me to come over and we missed out on more time together because you got mad at my feelings. You made me feel like shit for feeling the way I do.
The one thing I want more than anything in the world right now is for you to hold me and tell me that I am crazy and you love me. But since I am just full of bullshit you aren't willing to come over here and do that.
I am gonna be lonley and sad with wet eyes in my bed tonight missing you. And you don't even care.
Michael Burton
I can't fucking believe you Rachel. I do everything I can to make you feel like I love you. Why because I do. I love you more than anything else. And I don't make you feel loved? What about that picture I send you telling you how much the Sun's beauty reminds me of you. But you don't give a fuck do you. I am doing everything I can to make this birthday a special one. Like I said I counted it all out and it would be like 900 dollars. And I have to scale that back, because I don't have the money to. I would give you the world if I could because you deserve it and more, But I can't and you don't give a fucking shit do you? I sit there and will just randomly kiss yours forehead or cheek and tell you how much I love you. In front of everyone. I risk losing my fucking job so I can come see you in the mornings. Yet you don't care do you? You don't look at the good things I do just harp about the bad. Like YOU don't fucking care. And as far as me wanting to sleep last time we wanted to fuck I AM the one that wanted to do that. I said we should that night, I also said I didn't want to wait til midnight cuz I was tired. I wanted to do it before dinner cuz I get full I get tired. A deadly combination when I'm already tired. But you didn't take that into concideration. Yet we still had sex. As tired as I was. You are a nympho and I am the equivilent of a 25-26 yr old, in that dept. But I still try to keep up. You know what I don't even feel like going on with this message. I am just tired of the shit. I'mma go lay down.
Heather Cain
no matter wtf problems me and my sister have, ill still fuck your shit up watch what you call her and watch who you say it too. i understand you guys have problems right now and i know my sister and know how she is with sex. but she isnt trying to hapr at you, shes trying to make you see her side of it the only way she knows how. ya your mad and you have every right to be, but as of right now were still cool, so i would appreciate it of the name calling was kept at a minimum.
Teulula MaBoob
I loved that picture message, it made me cry a little cuz it was so sweet. And I still have it saved in my phone so I can go look at it sometimes when I miss you, and it makes me smile. And I am happy that you are putting so much into my birthday, and that you would give me the world. I love the kisses you give me and all the times you tell me you love me.
I guess the more that I think about this, the more it evolves into something different. I think my issue is with a need to be desired.
GOTLAUGHTER?
awe baby girl i wish there was something i could do!
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