It was all for nothing

May 18, 2009 9:31 AM

You fell for me? You loved me more than you ever wanted to? If that was true, we wouldn't be here, and you woudln't have said such horrible things about me.

You can say whatever you want to say, deny whatever you want to deny. It doesn't mean anything, your word means nothing to me anymore.

We both were never entirely honest with eachother. You were never completely faithful, and for that I never completely trusted you. You lied to me, and hid things from me repeatedly, and so I don't believe things you say.

I wish I never met you, and we never dated. I wish I never fell in love with you, and never shared my life with you. I wish you would have left me for Ovens. I wish you would have cut bait and ran, before I realized how much I really did love you. I don't know where I would be right now, but I'm sure it would be somewhere better than hearing the man I loved, and supposedly he loved me, say that he was disgusted with me because I'm a nasty bitch the entire two years we were together.

This is the one and only time in my life I have ever regreted anything, and its you.