Mar 20, 2010 1:20 PM
..I feel so upside down, backwards, and inside out right now.
I feel less depressed than I did a few weeks ago. But now my mind is just going crazy.
I'm being pulled in so many different directions. I'm confused about myself and the people around me. One minute I feel loved and life is perfect, then the next I'm alone and everything is wrong.
Is everything really wrong, with enough good days just often enough to make it ok.
Or is everything ok and I'm making everything wrong all the time.
I really don't know.
All I know is I spend more time worrying, crying, or feeling sick, than I do being genuinely happy these days.
I applied for medical over the phone today. I'm pretty sure I need some real help.
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