Honesty

Feb 9, 2008
1:47 PM

The most important thing to me is honesty. I can't stand being lied to. And when you purposfully don't tell me something, thats the same as lying to me. Yea, I would have been against the idea. But only becuase I thought we agreed on what to spend out tax refunds on. But to avoid having me say no to it, you did it behind my back, and didn't intend on telling me.

And then I get very upset. And you get mad at me for being mad at you, and here we are. We didn't do what we planned today. Because you were too mad at me to go anywhere with me. Like I'm the bad person for being upset about you lying to me. Or if you don't like the word lying, going behind my back then.

What the fuck does it sound like we're turning into? Dick and Heather, and that scares me. All along I have tried to be reasonable as well as structured and logical. But I didn't know I was that much of a bitch. Am I really that horrible, that you now don't include me in things because of what I might say?