It hurts

May 11, 2009 9:12 PM

It hurts

All of this hurts so bad. You're only a phone call or text away. But I can't just do that anymore. In my heart you are mine, I still love you so much. And it hurts me to think of you and another woman, or me with another guy. It hurts me to hate you, and it hurts me to be friends with you. I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. I'm fine one minute, then the next I feel empty inside. One second I understand what you need and are going through, the next I don't get any of it.

I have no right answers. I can't find my footing. I'm so lost, I don't even know what way is up anymore, and I miss you.