Wash away the tears

Sep 21, 2007
6:17 PM

Do you really still care?
Do I mean what I once did to you?

Am I just too fat to fuck anymore? Am I just too lame to spend time with? The last time we had sex, I practically had to force you to cuz you were passing out. And the last time I came over to spend the night at your house, you played risk with shawn till damn near midnight and I passed out on the couch. Then today when I was gonna come over tonight, you inform me that you are going to masturbate before I get there. WTF? You know how I flipped out the last time you hadn't fucked me for a week and then asked me to give you head. This is the same damn thing. Why show me what I can't have? You know its just gonna piss me off.

I love you and I miss you so much. I put out so much effort to come see you all the time. But you don't even care to ask me to come over anymore. Do you know how it makes me feel that I have to ask you to come over? I feel like I have to force any issue just to get close to you anymore? Do you know how lonley and uloved that makes me feel? On top of knowing that I am too fat to look cute anymore, too unattractive to get your attention, now I feel that you could care less if I was even around at all.

I'm gonna go take a shower to wash away my tears now. Maybe that will make me feel better since all you did was just sign off and not answer my calls when I brought this up. I thought this talking thing was supposed to be a good thing, but every time I bring something up you just get mad and act like what I say or think or feel is bullshit.

Thanks for making me feel so loved babe.
Thanks for letting me know how much you care about how I feel.




GOTLAUGHTER?
      wow i guess my email back to you was preemtive the boot sounds good to me your hella better than this kind of fucking treatment!

Teulula MaBoob
      I'm not giving him the boot! LOL. I'm just upset and want to be understood, not told I'm full of bullshit.

Michael Burton
      I can't fucking believe this.